Grains and I

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Sometimes when a question or an old dispute in me arises, I start a discussion with AI. To check myself, see if my intuition is right. Or where I miss the data. This time I had an old dispute about grains. My question What if grains cause damage to what I think is the majority … Read more

OMG…the Self

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Really, this is unbelievable… what I feel now, after all these terrible losses over the last two months. I feel a warm sun in my heart—one I would not trade for the best job, the best house, the love of my life, or all the money in the world. I wouldn’t trade it even for … Read more

Sadness & Crying

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And then I had dreams and woke up sad. I walked around a bit, tears, crying. And why? Because something very old came slowly to the surface. At that moment in the morning, I did not know exactly what it was.

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Breakfast

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I was invited to breakfast with Donald and his girlfriend, Mariella. I had never met her, so I was curious to see who she was and feel her energy. But first, we headed up a small mountain in the early morning—then a shower, then breakfast.

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Relaxxx

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Relaxing

Not to be too serious for a moment: it’s actually quite nice here. Waking up slowly, rolling out of bed, and realizing you don’t need to turn on the heating because it’s already 25°C. That’s a pretty good feeling.

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Kundalini

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Yes, I admit, I carry a secret within me. I hesitate to speak about it because it will almost certainly be misunderstood; nonetheless, I think I will have to bear the ache of not being understood.

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Imagine

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If You Want Peace, Prepare for… Peace?

I originally wanted to write about nature—about the quiet, ancient beauty of caves. But then I saw a line in the news that stopped me cold: “If you want peace, you must prepare for war.“(Old Roman saying)

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Ouch, Painfull!!

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Arrival

When I arrived at the airport in Curaçao on April 8th, Donald came to pick me up. He brought me to his house where I could stay for the month that I am here. I am thankful for that.

But once we arrived at his house he said: “So, here is soap and shampoo, there is the shower and give me your shirts, you stink.”

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